.:'' life of a teenager guy;the sweet surrender":.

2010-01-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

Alright! It is a new year, 2010. Before i start, let me write about an event that occur to me on the 31st of December 2009. I was supposed to meet my friend at Bugis, to celebrate her birthday, a primary school friend. What is coincident? You people won't believe this. Although it is a small thing, but i think it is interesting and cool. The carriage number of the train i am in is the number 2010! I am not faking, it is true. Cool? Well, i think it is cool.

In 2009 alot of things had happened. I met new friends, i lost new friends. I achieve my goals, and i drifted away from my goals. Memories overflowed my mind on the 31st be it good or bad. This led me to realise that i have to appreciate my friends who had been kind to me, always been there for me, care for me, helping me throughout my life and the year 2009. It is my pleasure to have met these friends. After which i came to realise good friends and best friends do not come overnight, it needs a lot of time to form a strong friendship. They will always be there for you because of trust, and understanding. They made me their good friends and i made them mine. That is why i cherish them so dearly. Happy birthday charmi the 31st December baby girl.

In 2010, i want to share my joy and care to people who really appreciated me as a friend, maybe the needy too? I want to get a work so i have the capacity to help others. That is my goal. Not forgetting, always achieving flourishing results and greater achievements. I will also in search for my true definition of happiness. Bless me 2010. I thanked my friends, my NPCC sirs for their guidance and wonderful teachings to nurture me to be a better man with initiative and responsibility. I really appreciated them a lot. Thank you!

Yes, i got reconnected with sir sharul, sir luqman, sir hakim, MR Chua, penny, junjie and many other more wonderful friends who made my life and journey in secondary school to be a beautiful and memorable one! Although there are unhappiness and flaws in it, but those flaws made me grow stronger and a stronger fighter by myself! I cherish all moments and i appreciate all those people who treated me kindly with their sincere care and concern. Thank you!

Photograph credits: 2010

2009-12-31T01:09:00.003+08:00

It is exciting to be up at 1:12 AM on a Thursday morning. So i should just blog something then. This shows how life turns out to be when you are suffering as a polytechnic student. What can we students do? What else none other than the very 'meaningful' projects that educate us with so much of knowledge. Yes, struggling hard. What can we do? Endure.
Guess what? A freaking butterfly is flying around and staying up with me. That's nice.

More than this. I've came to understand what life brings. Sometimes it is hard to lose something and to forget it. But we humans just gotta do it. Yes, it really pains me sometimes. However, we've just got to learn to let go. It is by fate and by chance things and humans came across and into our life. Yes, it is also fate that is the one that carries away and bring them away from us.

Sometimes a little bit more of appreciation would do things much better isn't it? When things goes off, we regret. Yes, at times i regret and blame myself. What to do? Human nature. Wonder what struck me suddenly at 1:19 AM.

Photograph Credit: More than this - Strany

2009-12-14T14:44:00.002+08:00

This time round i have videos to share. These two videos here i like it a lot. The lyrics beautiful. Both songs is composed by themselves. So i respected them.

Enjoy

想写首歌 - 范安婷

爱过 - 李匯晴

2009-12-04T23:18:00.003+08:00

My story, my line,
I plot it.
My shadows, my pain,
I take it.
My sorry, my guilt,
I said it.

Is there any chance for this stigma to be removed?
Will there be another hope to be ignite?
What happen if it drifts further than expected?
Will the contact be made together again?
This is so scientific.

The pull, the gravity
Will it bring?
The pull, the gravity
Will it sink?
The pull, the gravity
Will it resist?

I wonder, i wonder.
I wonder very much when will it be back

The delightful harmonica once blowing.
The catching up of directions when the time is running.
When will it be back.
I wonder

Will you show less care about this?
I wonder

Is this the end?
I wondered
The end.

Looking out, finding the answers.

2009-05-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

Alright! Here to update my blog. After the announcment of being dead, i found a cure to bring it back to life again. I should just say people are just so freaking hypocritical, freaking disrespectful and freaking insensative towards other people.
My answer to them is....if they themselves hate being critisied, mocked or ignored, they should just freaking stop talking bad about people at his/her back. When you cannot even discipline yourself, what makes you worthy to judge other people or laugh at them? Think through it.
For god sake, put yourself in their shoes, how would you feel? Enjoying? Entertaining? Hilarious? If NO! then stop it, you're not good enough to judge and laugh at others when you yourself is just 'a-pile-of-worthless-shit-of-thing'.
You think you are some kind or popular kid? Sorry, you just made yourself to zero from hell.
Go eat the 'shyte' from your own ass and taste your own poison from your mouth.
Period.

Look things deep, 3D.

2009-04-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

It is the second dream of you. What does that mean? I do not know actually. But, we seemed to be closed in the dream. Will it be the same now like how we did 3 years ago? There is no denial that i missed those days. But, i thought i had long forgotten about it. Well, i will just take it that i had not. I may appeared apathetic in the upfront, still deep down in me still lies the emotional self. Well, i will just try to forget about it. People says dreams are opposite to life. Well, so i do not think there is a chance of getting any better.

Walking London; I want to Travel!

2009-03-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

Yes! Yes! Peeps. I've gotten myself a hair cut. Finally. I feel lighter, cooler - cause there's more 'wind' caressing my scalp. Haha! Well, i just love it alot. It's way better than the thick bush that even an insect would probably suffocate and faint with the pungent smell of my hair. Haha! That's for today, the hair post. Haha! Wanna have a try at my mum's salon? Beep me!
Cheek-a-dee! Peeps!

New hair;cooler de lighter!

2009-03-24T10:56:00.002+08:00

That's the most indulgent way of rejecting someone through the internet - by not responding to their texts. Well, kind of stupid at times at the thought of it. Just a little bewildered, what are friends through the internet? Can they get closer through the screen? Well, my final answer would be depends on who they are. If you met some jerk, then that would be absolutely not. However, if you met some kind soul - which is rare, then that would be yes. I supposed thats the logic behind it. Sometimes, you just have to contemplate a little bit more then what you usually do behind the computer. So my conclusion is that, since that situation of just being left alone, i will never try to love any of my friends through the internet. But, still i will love my bestfriends forever, and will stand by them more than what they can expect.
Well, eccentric characteristic i have - fickle-minded.
Sorry to say, you had just made yourself 'zero from hero' in my friends list- sounds familiar? Well, not exactly.

You deserved what you deserved; things happen for a reason.

2009-03-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

Well, what's the point of being so close.
Eventually it will still be drifted away far apart.
At times, i felt that i'm as conspicuous as a glass.
I can be read by the world.
But, still people doesn't understand the message.
People may seem sorry, but they are not.
Takes a beating, i felt myself weak.
What's the point of me propelling forward,
and when i looked back, it's just getting further.
It's exhuasting.
You've made the rendezvous.
Yet, you didn't turn up.
I'm real tired you see.
I just have to go off.
I'm sorry. I don't when i will be back.
Till then. I'm off.

When it gets bigger; its gets harder.

2009-03-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

Alexis. Well, what can we do? You still have a great voice. But, please dont let your emotions affect your performance next time. You've could have been saved.

Jolene; Please don't take my man.

2009-03-15T12:51:00.004+08:00

Well, is it cute? Yeah i think it is cute. However, no matter how innocent a person looks, there is still a devil living in them. So, don't get fool by looks dummies! Well, i may be one of the dummies. That sucks. Seriously. A big time indeed. I got fool so many times, and yet i still believe in them for the rest of many times. Absolutely, this made me the biggest fool on earth. Gullible i shall say. That's me. What else? Just trying to be more alert next time.

Looks can be deceiving; Period.

2009-03-14T11:56:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

(Comments: Well, i personally think friendly is the one that i had agreed. Haha! Well, maybe people will agree with the rest. People get attracted to me? Well, i don't think so. Cause i'm not some kind of magnet o.O? Haha!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

(Comments: Kind of true i guessed. Haha!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

(Comments: Yeah peeps! That's the way to start off. Haha!)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

(Comments: Yeah Yeah! It's right again. Maybe due to the characteistic of gemini. IMPATIENT! Haha!)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(Comments: Obviously, in this society, no good qualification no job. Haha! I just have to work hard for my lanuages. Haha!)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(Comments: Yeah! If not you will just make great loss. In the end, you will get cheated. Haha!)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(Comments: Yeah I am! Haha! That's why i always think twice of my capability!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(Comments: Well, can't deny it. Who doesn't judge your appearance. Haha! Tell me?)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(Comments: Well, i'm always in dilemma! What else can i do? Haha! Kind of true.)

That's all peeps!

Save the shoe; Lala!

2009-03-10T11:50:00.004+08:00

Check this out peeps! Haha! Alright, it's a post before i go out with serene, joycelyn, kamin, and vanessa. Haha! Well, obviously that person at the tuition centre doesn't want me to be part of them. Haha! Why? That's the question people will ask. It's simple. Two simple reason to clear your doubts. Haha!

First, he's racist i guessed.
Second, he's sexiest that's obviously true.

Why is he sexiest?
- 'Cause he thinks that guys can't teach any better than girls? (That's absolutely rubbish - if not why there are male teachers in school right?)
- 'Cause he thinks that guys can't write any neater than girls? (That's total crap! - never judge)
- 'Cause he's a pervert? (Well, that's my random guess - Haha!)

That's the end of my theory. Thank you.
Till then, peace.

Wrap it inside, but the pain still beats alive.

2009-03-07T00:06:00.004+08:00

Hello people! Vote for Kris Allen for those who are in USA! Haha! Cause i'm in singapore and i can't vote for him! Haha! Well, came here to rant my feelings actually. Haha! But, also grab some chance to advertise my idol KRIS! Haha! Whatever!

Alright! For the first time, i think is utter rubbish to back away from someone like this cause you did something wrong. For the reason, you can't make yourself clear and find a reason to apologies to me at the very least. What a man! That's a pretty good way to run away from reality. Well, i just can say that, you will never grow and learn your mistakes. One day, you will just regret before you die. Seriously. I don't lie. If you don't feel the guilt creeping up your veins, then you're just inhuman i shall say. A pathetic one in fact. One thing is that, i'm not even angry with you or anything. Maybe you just felt bad for treating me that way and think that you can't face me again. But, i shall say, by doing this, i will never forgive you anymore and you will never get the chance to face me again. I may be forgiving, but this time round, i will not be. Pathetic kid, i will just say that, you've just let a good friend slipped away. Not boasting, but i think i can be a good friend to you if you treat me the right way. Period.

Haha! Friends don't ask me who that person is, cause beat me. I will never tell. Sorry even for besties.

Forget it. VOTE FOR KRIS ALLEN PEOPLE!

He's kick awesome, Kris Allen.

2009-03-01T13:00:00.005+08:00

POSTCARD from next door.

Catch up the next series.

2009-02-28T22:35:00.005+08:00

Okay. Cool people! I've found out that thai songs are damn nice. Haha! Thanks to my friend waranya (ping). Nice songs she introduced. Haha! Guess what! The 13 languages down there stands for i love you.

I love you, wo ai ni, iche lieber dich, je t'aime, ti amo, te quiero, sarang hae yo, kimi o aishiteru, chit pa de, bon srang oon, amo te, yog alskar dig, ya vas luibliu.

Damn Cool right people! Haha! That's the post about.

I love you; no matter how many language,

it cannot even replace how of what i feel of you.

Baby; that's love.

2009-02-27T14:50:00.003+08:00

Woot! Kris Allen made it in to the top 12! Haha! Nothing, this is my first time watching american idol. Although it has been the 8 season right now. Haha! Oh well, this guy caught my attention during the audition cause he wore a shirt that i like. Haha! After that, i begin watching it and i found that there are alot more potential singers in there. Haha! To me i personally think Adam Lambert, Danny Gokey, Allison Iraheta and Kris Allen. Woot! Haha!
Guess Guess Guess WHAT! Kris Allen is also a gemini! Haha! That's so exciting!
you people can go ahead call me mad!
WooT!

Man in the mirror; yahoooo!

2009-02-23T18:57:00.002+08:00

Judging by the fact that by skins had changed, you guys must be aware that i'm sill alive and updating my life. Haha! I had also changed my link style cause i thought that it would be better if i dont link it with the person's picture. Well, its troublesome. Haha! Nothing much happened. I need new outfits. Oh well, just have to go search. Haha! I will make it short because im lazy to type anymore further. Haha! So, people for those who i've not link, please kindly leave a message at my tagboard and i will link you up. Haha! Thats it. Oh, what can i say, im flattered by the fact that people do like to imitate me. Haha! That's a good news. Haha! Till then.

Hidden in the shadows; Pretendance.

2009-02-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

What a day today. Well, just went to have some fun with my friends, leslie, jakie, and zhihan. Haha! It had been a long time since i last met zhihan or even talk to him. Haha! Kind of miss those times. umm? o.O What can we do? Haha! Just went to play tennis. Well well well, I do not know how to play, so leslie had to teach me. Haha! Okay, its kind of fun. After that went to TP with them to settle our lunch. Haha! Guess what? I've played a stupid lame game with them. Getting to see their frustrated faces of not being able to know how to play the game just trills me off. Haha! But, once i've told them the answer they were like -_______-!? HIT HIM! Haha! Well, that's life get it lame at times to spice up a little of your life. LOL! Alright that will do. Haha!
Tennis ROCKS!

Make your adrenaline rush; a cup of coffee will do.

2009-01-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

Peeps! Here to blog again! Haha! Just found something interesting, so i edited one of my friends picture. Well, is it nice? Haha! It's my first using it so it may be ugly. Haha! It's really boring to be stuck at home doing nothing. Haha! Never i will continue to read up my English. Haha! Hmm...That's all pals! Till then, rest well!

Sanity of Hunger;Twins!?

2009-01-21T23:06:00.003+08:00

Well, i swear today is a boring day. Nothing much to do at home just continued with my profession - rotting. Well that's my life. However, luckily one of my friend recommended me a show to watch, so as to help me kill the day. Haha! It's a pretty nice show. Very much so, I liked it. Haha! Hmm..Next week is Chinese New Year, yet i'm still lazing around refused to clear up my desk. Haha! This just shows what a procrastinator am i. Hehe! Guess what! I've started revising English. Haha! I started off from basics. I know people may think is like "Huh?! What the hell! Don't you know your basics?!" Haha! But whatever, maybe i failed my English is because of my basics isn't strong enough. So, since i have the time, why not polish up my basics as it will do no harm afterall! Haha! Okay! I supposed that's for today's post!
Catch up another update soon! :)

When The Rolling Roars; City Life.

2009-01-19T18:55:00.001+08:00

When Gemini and Pisces form a friendship, it can be a mutually empathetic relationship as both Signs are dual natured. Pisces flows within their dream-like surroundings, and Gemini’s quicksilver wit adds an edge to each new shared experience. Both Signs are very open-minded and adaptable and, at times, inconsistent. The keyword to this relationship is flexibility. Gemini and Pisces make very good friends, as they understand the duality in each other. Pisces is more intuitive and sensitive; Gemini must be careful to think before they speak and say something that mind offend the emotional Pisces. Even when they do have problems, these friends can forgive and forget easily. Both can get over their arguments quickly, and neither bear grudges.
Gemini is ruled by Mercury, and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. Mercury’s communicative ability and Neptune’s spiritual depth make these Signs compatible when working together toward a common end. Jupiter is about teaching and understanding, which provides the empathy and ideals associated with the Piscean nature. Mercury is all about quick wit, innovation and invention. Whenever Gemini comes up with a new idea — as happens all the time — Pisces is eager to go along with their friend and understand the concept from an intuitive level.
Gemini is an Air Sign, and Pisces is a Water Sign. This partnership operates via intellectual and emotional channels. There is always a lot going on, and this tends to be a very flexible and progressive friendship. When it’s good it’s good, but when it’s bad it’s about misunderstandings, frustration and a break in effective communication. They both have a boundless imagination, so it’s rare for one friend to get worn out while the other still wants to explore new territory. Although they may disagree often, their differences of opinion don’t last long — Gemini is too busy moving on to the next challenge to hold a grudge. Pisces may become pessimistic if their Gemini frienddoesn’t show them enough understanding.
Gemini and Pisces are both Mutable Signs, thus compatible. Both Signs are adaptable, flexible and changeable. When these two spend time together, it will be a true team effort without one taking the lead. Although, if Gemini gets bored with something through lack of intellectual stimulation, Pisces will soon follow suit and move on.The best aspect of the Gemini-Pisces friendship is their mutual interest in cultivating their knowledge and utilizing their intellect. They are well-matched in their flexibility. Their shared interests and similar personalities makes theirs a very companionable friendship.

2009-01-17T19:18:00.004+08:00

Well! I've just noticed that i always start of my blog in the same manner. So lets change it before it gets boring. Haha! Hmm...What should i blog? Perhaps lets blog on my highly excitable feelings for my interview(?) if there is any for me. Haha! I am currently preparing some nice handouts for myself as reference for my interview. Haha! Hmm....i can't wait to quench my desire for my course in poly. Haha! Nevertheless my eagerness to retake my 'O' level English. Oh well, people who doesn't know about my english results would probably give those oh-my-god-you-failed-how-was-that-possible remarks / look. Haha! Whatever people, i'm not even surprised by the gift that England had gave me already. So what's the commotion about? Haha! At least i've got a school to go to. Haha! Get over it people as quickly as possible. There are still alot of obstacles ahead of you to unfold and overcome it. Stopping here is just isn't the way. So...lets move on. Get on with life. Haha!
If i have to be a nerd, by all means i will be a nerd to make sure my english pass! Haha!

I will be a NERD; Mug for SUCCESS!

2009-01-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hello humans! Haha! Finally found a picture for my blog post. Oh, well that's obviously not me in the picture. Is one of my friend's picture. I stole it from him ( or should i say i am permitted to use the picture. ) Haha! Alright, another boring day. So, just came here to blog my day out. Haha! Nothing much to say. Just that, PEOPLE! Please pray for me for my results. Thank you! Hehe! Anyway, im sweating blood out of my body. Wanna know why? Cause i'm nervous and my vessels just dialated to let the blood runs through my sweat gland. That's why. Okay fine! I know i'm pretty cold over here. Hehe! Alright, thats all. I think im gonna have nightmare tonight. Hais.. Hais.. Pray for me people! Hehe!

Black/White; Choose the light!

2009-01-08T21:58:00.004+08:00

Wassup babe and dudes reading my blog! Okay..Fine, and whatever! I'm just getting a little "high" here. Haha! So..guess what?! 4 more days to meet my future. Not only that, what's more is that, It will only take me 1 minute to be traumatized. Haha! People may say i will get good results, and what-so-ever. But, whatever it is, you still never know what the future holds. I can be a straight A's student. But guess what...I may not be the best in the level. So, people stop thinking you're the best. Haha! Just let the future unfold on the day itself. Haha! I must build up myself mentally and emotionally for the future that is going to unfold on 12 January 2009. NOW! Haha! It will be the start of everything.
Quoted from twilight; " I've never thought how would I die. But, dying in a place of someone I loved...(blah blah blah)" - Not very sure the excat quote. Haha!- *metaphorically*
Alright dudes and babes. Haha! Enjoy the picture above. Haha!
Till then, rest well and be mentally and emotionally prepared. Ciao!

Father love; awww (touching)

2008-12-28T17:36:00.003+08:00

Alright people! Here to blog again! Since, i had no time to blog since last monday(22/12/2008) so i decided to blog now. Alright, i went to the singapore zoological garden with two of my primary school friends on the 22nd of December. Haha! Due to one of my friend's request, i am not allowed to post any photos on zoo on my blog. So...Sad people! Sad! You can't see the animals up on my blog. Haha! Only this three up here. Haha! Anyway, the zoo trip is fun. Haha! People may think that it is "lame" or boring to go zoo. But well...i think it is nice to go zoo. As, always going to shopping mall is like useless..We are out for an outing and not like as if we are buying any stuffs from the mall together all the time. So, take a walk in the nature is good! So beings, please go to somewhere nice to look at the nature and the beauty of every animals while you can. Haha! As that is something that the god gave it to us as a gift of sight. Haha! be wise, and slow down.

Snap snap animals; stop mating ;)

2008-12-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

Alright people. I am here to update my blog again. It had been a few days since the Class(or should i call friends) BBQ has over. The BBQ was successful in my opinion. Haha! We have also taken some pictures, and i really mean SOME. Haha! Of course i do not wish to post all the pictures here on my blog as you can say that i'm lazy. Haha! Which is a fact, i won't deny. Haha! The BBQ was quite fun and enjoyable just that it ended early. As some of them went home early including me. Haha! i went home with shanen, meiling, masyita, amelina, ameer. Haha! Guess what all of us have to sqaushed ourselves into a small car and can't move. Haha! It's warming and that's what friends are for. Squeezing each other -.- Haha! That's all people. Ciao!!

Fion kaikeng; The candid shot-nikko

2008-12-07T19:20:00.000+08:00

People! i am here to blog again! Haha! Yesterday went to vanessa's house to do something. Actually, alot of things went the way we didn't want. Haha!. Thanks to puay see. But, before that, we went to parkway to get some stuffs for the thing later we need to do. Haha! Puay see is seriously a trouble maker and a childish teenage girl. She made vanessa cut wrongly at the board and also wasted our time to bring her to vanessa's house and to the bus stop. Haha! Vanessa understand? Should be. Thanks to puaysee. The blog, the cherry, the hole puncher. All is puay see's fault! Haha! Vanessa agree?! Haha! That's all!

Leaving the suitcase behind; Puay see your fault!!!

2008-12-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

Alright! Here to blog again, since I have really nothing to do. Haha! But, I just know that I love reading one of my friend's blog - leslie. Haha! I find that his blog is very interesting[maybe] I do not know why. That is just my point of view. Haha. Alright, I have made up my choice on what job to take up anyway. So , I am going to tell the manager around next week. So, bless me people. Haha! My blog I have edited a bit more. Hope it suits the liking of you guys. Hmmmm.... Perhaps that will do for today's post. As, I do not know how to continue. Alright! Off to pet society.
Quarst.

Brothers Are Evil; Perhaps?

2008-12-03T15:51:00.001+08:00

Hello people! I am here to blog again. Since, it is a boring day today and I have not done anything useful today so just came here and rot my blog off. Haha. I have also changed my blogskin. I hope it is nice? Haha! I like simple blogskins. Haha! Alright, I am really feeling confused about which job should i take. Haha! Maybe just have a simple one will do. I think. Haha! Hmmm...I really do not know what to continue anyway. Haha! Everyday seems to be wasted away. I think i better start planning for the future instead of rotting all day long. Haha! Alright, ciao dude!

Friendships can't be forced; Lesson learnt

2008-11-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

Alright! Yesterday I went out with Serene,Puaysee,Vanessa and Joycelyn to vivo city. We went there just to kill some time cause we were bored at home. Moreover, electricity now is getting more expensive and staying at home means that we are wasting electricity. Lol. We went to have our lunch over there and after that just sit down to have a chat. We also had taken some photos before we leave. Lol. Its a nice way to kill time. Lol. Thats all. We are going to have another outing again! Lol. Till then.

Guess the words.Laugh out Loud

2008-11-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

Alright! Everyone, I am here to post again.
Its after 'O' Level! My god I cannot believe this nightmare is over. Haha! Obviously I am happy cause I am able to free myself from academic obligations. This is really a heaven to me. But, what is worst is that I am bored. Alright, I am currently finding some jobs. Haha!
So bored! Life is always like that.
People that is the picture of our MOVIE MATES! Haha! Ah! Forget it I've got nothing to post actually. Lol.

Misses for them'Crave for eternity.

2008-08-04T19:25:00.003+08:00

Okay, its time for blogging again. Haha! recently nothing much happened. But, just using the net searching for nice musics. This song is nice try listening to it. But, of course you would have to stop the music player down the page, before playing the video.

That's all! Enjoy the music!

2008-07-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

Alright I'm here to blog again. Haha! It had been about a week or so since i last post. Haha! Still, i'm currently studying for O's. Haha! Anyway, yesterday i wore a malay traditional clothes baju kurung [hope i did not spell wrongly] to school. It is so to celebrate racial harmony day. Haha! It was kind of akward to be the first time wearing it to school. Haha! But, it was kind of fun actually. Haha! Anyway, thanks my friend who had lend me his clothes-Ameer. Haha! Anyway, i took some pictures with my friends. I wonder would they send me, cause although i asked them to forward to me, they didn't seems to do it for most of the time. Haha! Anyway, if i had received the picture, i'm gonna post it on to my blog. Haha! Alright i better get going. Haha! Blog some day.

Ciao Dude.

Happy to be loved, Sad to be hated, Honoured to be young!

2008-07-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

Alright! I am here to blog again. Since it had been a long time since i last blogged. These few months i would not be here often cause currently preparing for my O level. Anyway, i had changed my blogskin again to give it some life again. Haha! Nothing much happened these few months just pilling homeworks working my brain cells out. So, i had updated my blog. So people! Please do not say my blog is dead again! Hahaha! That is i have to say! Haha! Blog some other day again! Whosh!

The black; hearts of the sunshine

2008-06-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

Alright I'm here to post again. But, I'm not in the right mood. 'Cause I'm boiling at this moment of time. Notice that i didn't put any image before the post. "Cause i don't think this two bloody people deserve it. Fucking whore is she. Slut is her. What a bitch to bitch around people about how bad are we. Eh! FUCKING bitch! Did you get your ass stuffed before you speak with your senses? Bitches are always bitches. Complaint every single thing about us. Canning her bloody bastard in my house, not enough food, not enough sleep! Eh...Hello?! We are not some hotel or brothel to stored some sluts in my house and feed them good food, to keep their fucking skin smooth and tender for sex. Get out of my life bitch and BASTARD! The both of you totally ruined my life! Suckers!

Sorry-This post is ugly!

2008-05-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hello people! Okay fine, i know i'm not eighteen this year but i just love the picture, and upon looking at the picture, you guys should know what is this post about i'm sure. Haha! Alright, let me start this post now.

Okay! I had just turn 16 this year, and there a some wishes i would hope for this year. Firstly, is to pass my O level with flying colours and get into my desire course. Secondly, I hope I would be happier and cravingly suave in the future. Haha! Joking! Lastly, I hope I could get a girlfriend soon! Haha! Okay! RUBBISH! Just the first wish will do. [I'm a simple guy]. Haha!

Next, I would like to thank a few people who had embarrassed me real hard causing me to blush so hard yesterday. They were, Charmi, Amelina, Hajra, Maysita, Syahindah. Really, I am greatful for yesterday's celebration. They samg birthday song for me in pizza hut and bought me a cake with candles [2] on top of it. Owww~ So sweet of the girls. Haha! Really I'm touch by them. We ate chicken, fries, 2 pizzas, garlic bread and something looks like ring forgotten the name. Haha! But, I ate something additional. That is my brownie cake [which is damn sweet]. Haha! I also ate a small vanilla ice-cream [which the girls each of them feeding me one spoon! Gosh! -embarrassed-] But, they were sweet yesterday, and i really love them as my friends. Haha! Thanks girls!

Next, not forgetting my sister who bought me a belt from levis. Haha! Cool. I like it and appreciated it alot. In additon, those who brought me the bag, wallet, pencil case and the chocolates. Thank you so much people! Haha! Not forgetting, those who had called me and wich me Happy Birthday today! I'm really happy this year! Haha! My biggest celebration in my whole life! Haha!
I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS YEARS BIRTHDAY!

Summary...

Puay see, Serene, Vanessa, Joycelyn, Huijun, Sharon, Jiaqi, Michelle, and Desmond Wee. Thanks for the Wallet from the wallet shop! -SHOOO! NO MONEY!-

Charmi, Syahindah, Maysita, Amelina, and Hajra. Thanks for the Converse Pencil Case! and the pizza treat! I Love it!

Hylma[?], Quraisyah, Charmi, Sharon. Thanks for calling and wishing me Happy Birthday!

Penny, Suhadah. Thanks for the Chocolates! and the notebook! I love it.

My Sister! Thanks for staying by me always! and for the belt! Yeah! Haha!

As for random people who had wish me birthday wishes in any corners of the world, Thanks! Haha! Not forgetting, wish all thos people whose birthday falls on 31st may, a very happy birthday! and let me share my happiness with you all! Haha! That's all!

The Birthday; They've touch my heart! Love.

2008-05-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

All right. It's me. Yeah, it's me. Just gotten back all my results. Okay, basically, it is not really fantastic. Haha! But, its okay. Work harder next time. Okay, i'm currently preparing myself for the big 'O' this coming monday. Oh my god. Time do flies. It's Mother Tongue O level. Okay, frankly speaking. I'm not prepared for the worst yet. Haha! Never mond let me get down to work with my chinese. Lol. So, let me just end off here. Don't wanna get held up here for too long.

The Nostalgic Memories...

2008-05-10T17:47:00.001+08:00

All right people. My blog is hell dead for months i supposed. Haha! Okay, i'm here to update my blog, and bring it back to some life. Haha! Okay, basically exams are really killing my brain cells. The papers that i've took for the past few weeks are all damn bloody gay and shity! Yesterday the amaths and chemistry was one of the hell shite papers i've ever done in my life. They were just as shite as the gayish biology papers. Oh my! Oh my! What results would i be expecting? A load of red crosses on my papers. Shite man! I'm really going to study after a few days of break from academic obligations. Haha! All right! All right! Let me just get over it. Won't it? Shite! Okay! People i'm getting down to work out on my maths! Haha!

Ciao! People!

Won't strangers just be sick at their mind for once?

2008-04-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

What Low Kai Keng Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...It had been a while since i last updated my blog. School work is piling up for graduating classes. Phew~ What a stressful year. Chinese O level paper is like in 10 more weeks time. Ouch! That really cause my spine to shiver. Gonna work hard and get an A1 for my chinese O level. Lol! That would be in a milion years? I hope not! Perserver on and you will get it. Hardwork does pay off in the end. Lol! All the best to all O's student! Haha!

That's all.

meow, meow, Just like the kitten purring to my success.

2008-02-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

Campcraft Competition. Haha! It was a nice one. Our team managed to finish up everything within 8 minutes. Lol. That's a great acheivement. Lol. There's one more thing that make me very proud and delighted is that, chu shiuan did not disappoint me. I am proud of him as a slacker group managed to help the team in completing the structures on time. In addition, he is a good pegger. My judgement of him was not wrong. He had proven himself to all the rest of the people that he is not USELESS! For this i congrats him. Haha! Well done chu shiuan! I am the spokesman of the boys team!! Yeah! Haha! Kind of nervous. But still i managed to overcome it. Lol. Thats all about it. Haha! Campcraft Boys Rocks! Whee! Haha!

Peg! Peg! Peg!! The reward?

2008-02-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

14th Febuary 2008
Valentine's Day. Love is in the air. My school is so loving on that day. Couples proposing to each other, giving flowers and gifts to their girlfriends. Lol. I envy indeed. Haha. But, never mind single has the freedom. Lol. But, still i have my friends with me. Haha! And NPCC accompanied me by allowing us to kiss the floor. Haha!
Thats all.

Kiss me hate me.

16th Febuary 2008
Chinese new year visting. Haha! Went out with yutong, benetton, jackie, ying ying, nicholas, weilin and FION! Haha! Went to mrs oon's house and mrs ling's house. Lol. Fun! Fun! Haha! Joke around with them. Haha! After that went to mrs ling's house met weixiong, cassandra, and some more other people. Haha! After that went to watch AH LONG! Haha! What a joker man! Haha! Funny show. But storyline? Haha! Don't really get it. Haha. But is funny! Haha! The flesh gun! Whee! HAHA! Yutong is so pretty on that day. Lol! Weeee~ >.<
Thats all.

Money Money. AHLONG!

2008-02-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

Reviving the dead blog. It had quite some time since i get myself a new entry on my blog. *Phew* Countless tests and exams up ahead. Days of 'fighting' with the hard war with the papers. FINALLY! (i shall caps the word) there's a break time for me. Oh my god! The test is like flowing tap water coming in non-stop! Finally, the plumber have ease the flowing water! Lol. Okay, Chinese new year is hitting around the corner! Oh mh god! Can't wait! Lol. But still, new gifts from teachers are collecting. Lol. Just cut it out! Give us a break man! LOL! Okay, Okay. Stress! How to improve my english? Poem writing? Lol! Why can't cambridge introduce something like this in essays! Like shanen said. Maybe i will score well with it. LOL! Language is such a pain in my ass! LOL! No matter how many books i've read, it still doesn't seems to work! LOL! Okay let's call it a day! Lol.

Cutie; Meow! Shake that butt up!

2008-01-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Today the sec 1s came in to their very first NPCC training. They are so cute. In my perception of view, i think they are very passionated in NPCC. Lol. I'm gonna train them to be the best among the best. Lol. Anway, today i told the teachers about what had happened and the yfelt is some stupid act of people. Lol. Wonder what are they gonna do. Lol. Anyway, these people who did this will have their turn of retributions. Beleive not, what goes around comes around. Lol. I will just wait. Maybe they would felt guilty. But if they dont they will pay the price twice in their retributions. Lol. I will wait and see. Maybe its close enough to be seen. Lol. That's all.

Look hard enough, bleed through the masscara.

2008-01-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today was a very special day for the O levels student. Tears of grieve and joy strike my eyes. I witness both with my own eyes. Its not easy to come this far i shall say. But, still i wanna congrats my god-mother(berlisa) and yixiang for getting a beautiful result. My god-mother wanna hug me? Lol! I thought so. But i was too shy to hug back! Lol! Anyway, their journey had just began. I hope and wish they would excel further in their near future. Anyway, childish acts again. Im mature enough. Lol! Now is my turn to strive and im gonna give my best shot!!! Lol!

I learnt to cry when i was born,
I learnt to breathe when i came to earth,
I learnt the sadness of love when i was young,
And now, i learnt to believe in dreams and hardwork when i saw the results.

Carried away by the past

2008-01-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

Here to give a short post. Lol. Foolish i should use to describe. Why on earth would there be a person that childish to remember the past and forgetting to live in the present? Why on earth would a person be that dumb to continue all this. Maybe immaturity should described this type of person best. Lol! Just thought of writing this. Lol. Here, i pass my amaths although its just a borderline pass! Lol. Due to my carelessness and also i didnt study much. Lol! Thats all for today! LOL!

Remember what goes around comes around. (Karma).

Till the piano keys were all broken, i will love you forever!

2008-01-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while that since i last blog! Lol. Okay lately i am so stuck up with either NPCC matters or piles of homework and test coming ahead. Lol. I only know i screwed up my amaths test. Thats gonna be the history of my life. LOL! Whoo. I am sick now. Slight soar throat now. Lol. Gonna heal it by today! Lol! So, campcraft competition training today! Whoo! 4minutes means 4 minutes. Intersting punishment! Lol. Hoping around with hands over the head. LOL! Anyway, our basha is finally working! Lol! But the timning cant be met! Lol! Gonna try again! LOL! Strive on Boys!

Till Then:
Rest well!

Lay Dead On The Petals of Death!

2008-01-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

Procrastination was the past feeling.
The gear once learn to spin,
Trapped hard deep down the entangled heart.
I was hang high enough under the rythem of death.
Feeling the hard shape turning to broken pieces of guitar strings

Just getting bored at home. So write some poem (?) to kill the time. Lol.
Doing my homework curently and also thinking about what to do for my secondary 1s. Lol.
Gonna continue my poem (?) someday when i got the inspiration. Lol.
Here...that's should be all. Just wanna revived my blog! Lol.

Linking back to life.

2008-01-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

Yozie! Here to blog again. Just another day of slacking. Haha! Sitting around feeling the warm breeze rubbing across my face. Later on going to have my work done. Haha! Just somethings to ponder, why is everything so messy around the circle of my friends life? Alot of things happened just in a few days back including me. Hmmm.. A new year supposed to be a happy one. How come would all trn out to be like that. Okay, asking myself about new year resolution, i would just want everything to be in peace and also score well in my O levels. Getting the rank i want. But that would be far from it. So many strong ones right in front of me. Never mind. Never give up. Perserver on, maybe a hope of light would shine on me.
Message sending out to someone:
No need to feel sad. No need to cry for it. Your innocence will come to you one day. Even the whole world don't trust you, i will trust you. Don't let this affect your emotions, just concentrate in your studies. I also have the same situations as you. Just ignore, if you play along, than they would have won the game. If you just be yourself, having confidence in you, than you would have won yourself in the bottom of your heart. The god has eyes. They would know. Always remember, a leader never say die! Always have full confidence in themselves! Always saty postive in thinking! To me, you are a great leader. :)

That's all,
Cheers Pals.

I wish, I hope, I pray, I dreamt, I have won the war.

2007-12-30T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hello! Here to blog again. Haha! Just getting too bored and school is reopening again. Whoot! Boring! Haha! But never mind shall see how the year goes about! Haha! Anyway, just a strange feeling that i am feeling nowadays. And i'm missing those moments. Haha! What moments? Me, myself can't figure out! Haha! Perhaps just a natural human emontional problems. Haha! Never just look to the bright side of life. Whoot! Anyway, that picture up there i edited myself! Haha! Simple but i like it.
Simplicity is the world sweetest beauty!
Haha! For my own personal opinion! Haha!
Should i give up? I felt like there is no point fighting on! They're strong! Hais...
But, no matter what, and who will take it up, i will give them my truthful congrates. Just keep dreaming that i am that high! *softly let me tears roll into my deepest heart of sorrow.*
Better state it at here! Haha! If not she come back browsing through my blog complaining that i didn't miss her! Haha! So.... YOU'RE MISSED PENNY! And i miss you! Don't go round cursing me heartless! Haha! :)
Never mind. It is all over. At least i did strive my best. At least my effort was being recognised. In addition, at the very least my presence was being acknowledge. So, maybe should greet upon the new life that is blooming in the future. Haha! Just keep smiling :)

That's all folks!
Let the curtain close! Whoot!

I'm mad, i'm not rational, or just that i've been NAIVE all these while!

2007-12-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

Whoo! Today was boring as usual the day just started only! Whoo. So boring. In addition, my friend penny went for her holiday. Whoo! Will be bored to death cause no one would be pratically talk to me. Whoo! Bored. Never mind grab this chance to study my work. Haha! That's all. Just feeling bored. Haha! Needed to post to kill the time. Haha! Anyway, if my friend penny found herself a computer anywhere in her hotel, she would be damn sure to spam my blog! Haha! So, i just wait and see. Opps! Must miss her. If not she will be going around cursing me. Opps! Haha! Just being lame here! Nothing else to do! Whoot! Get going to grab my stuffs and start studying! Haha!

That's all yeah!
Rest well!

Make Things Happen, Do Not Wait For Things To Happen.

2007-12-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again. Just a bad day. But Shouldn't my blog be a happy one?! Haha! Yeah I think it should be a Happy Blog! But will flare some sad post here if needed! Haha! So here first of all, Welcome back my New Friend Junjie! Haha! Hope he is doing well now! It had been a week since i last contacted him! Haha! So next on, Here to aopologize to penny for not posting the post that i promised to post on time! Haha! First i have to thank her for the Christmas wish. Wish her a belated christmas wish also! Haha! Hope she would manage to cope with her studies as well as her CCA! Haha! Don't feel so stress when doing things! Haha! Mr Chua would be a better advisor! Haha! In the near future wish you would excel in everything you do! Haha! All the best! That's all for the post! Haha!

P.S: Penny help me sms yong tai don't call me tonight! If not my mum scold him i dont know! Haha!

Till then;

Rest well Folks!

Mood was the most improtant thing to excel in the future!

2007-12-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Okay. Here to blog again. So tomorrow Yong Tai will be back from Malaysia. Whee! Got another friend accompany me. Junjie so long than come back. Haha! Bored! Jaslyn is back also. Ouh? Will she be tagging me?? Haha! Hmm..After that is penny departure. Hmmm...Boring. Later no one will be disturbing me. Haha! So that's all about it for today. Haha! Will miss penny one! If never miss her later she curse me like hell! Haha! So will miss her one! Haha! I miss Yong Tai. He asked me to miss him -.- Haha!. Junjie. Miss?? Hmm... There will be misses also one. So, now finish here. Haha!

Till then,
Rest Well Pals.

CirclesUnder The Water Hidden The Sweetness of Misses.

2007-12-20T12:31:00.000+08:00

Speaks A Million of Unspoken Words.

Behind This Picture, It Hidden My Heartful Gratitude.

2007-12-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today went to the westside. Whoo the journey was damn long.
My butt felt like incubator to hibernate the chicks to crack. Haha!
I and my NPCC fellows travel to Westwood Secondary School for like 1 sickening hour.
We practically just rotted our way there. Haha! Worst comes to worst, It's raining heavily! Haha! Wetting ourselves. Just for that particular activity After Action Review. Haha!
But Westwood was not bad. It was obviously huge. We have to walk a long way to the pathetic front gate cause the back gate was so lock up! Haha!
The After Action Review was damn cool. Haha! I've learnt alot of things at there. Like how to solve problems and what are the flaws in the camp. Haha!
Whoo. Getting a strange feeling here. Damn! Why am i so serious on my sentence? That's damn weird. Haha!
But AAR was long as ever. We went to eat at KFC after that at jurong point. Westside people are weird. Haha! Like Uzair said. East side people are better at the very least they respond to you. Haha! But, never mind still we are as one! Haha! Expose yourself to the WEST! Haha!
Hehe! That's all!
Awwww~~ everyone is going overseas. Haha!

New friend Junjie - Taiwan
Yong Tai - KL
Suhadah - Indonesia
Austin - Korea

BUT! Not forgetting! My gifts!!! From them. Haha! Remember to buy horh! Haha!

Till then,
Rest Well Pals!

Strum the guitar, feel the vibrations of love!

2007-12-16T14:29:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again! Haha! Sunday, just another boring day.
Television shows are always showing some crap. When can they put up some interesting shows for me to catch on? Boring.
Today woke up and just slacked around till 12 noon. Just damn bored.
In addition, it's raining now. Felt like going to my bed to have another nap! Haha!
On the computer, search for some pictures to post on my blog. Haha!
After that just search for some songs to listen. Damn now all the songs are just too boring for me. Any nice songs to introduce?? I would appreciate your kindness. Haha!
And now! I'm in the chocolate mood. BUY ME SOME CHOCOLATE WILL YOU?! Haha!
Just turning insane to kill the time. So i can simply doze off to sleep! Haha!
Now i am doing my homework! Oh My God! That endless writing of chinese composition are just sucking up my time. Haha!
Even writers takes time to finish their work. Just shanen had said in her blog! Haha!
Shit off! I gotta get going to do my homework now. Haha!

Happy: I've pass my SSGT Test! Whee! 72/100! That's not the highest i can score! Whee!
Still i will appreciate my marks! Wahohoho!

Till then;
Rest well pals!

Chocolate Mood Swims Deep Down the Milky Way! :D

2007-12-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

Here to update my blog. Haha!
Just finish one month of NPCC Matters. Phew!
It was tiring indeed. Haha! But still made alot of new friendships, new bonding, new trust and everything! Haha!
During this period of time, i really learnt alot of things.
I have learnt to be more mature in thinking and working with different peoples.
It's really a nice experience. Ups and Downs was always there to keep a person mature and allow a person to look behind the walls.
Noting much to comment about here.
Firstly, i really cherish the friendship made with Westwood Secondary School! Haha!
Especially Junjie and Penny. Whoo They really helped me alot this one month. Haha!
That's all i wanted to report from my Missing In Action (MIA) from my blog for at least one month. Haha!

I didn't expect much to changed, just in one night i knew that i was all different from who i am from the past.

Still ask me out when you're free. Haha!
Hope i can past my SSGT! Whee~ =D

Am I Falling For you?

2007-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

Yippe! Finally, here to blog.
My blog had been dead for maybe a month?
Haha! Don't know. Whatever.
Haha! So, today very happy!
Went out with Suhadah, Yong Tai.
After that went to meet Peiwen, Zhi Hong, Ying Ying, Qian Hui, Zheng Hui, Zhong Han, Sean with Yong Tai, and Suhadah.
Went to East Coast Park. haha!
First time rollerblade man! SO COOL! HAHA!
But fall twice. Haha! Never mind Never fall never learn. Haha!
So, i learn how to blade already! YEAHX! Although not that expert.
Haha! Still on the run. Haha! Thanks to Peiwen, Suhadah and Zhi hong for teaching me.
Haha! Whao! Gonna find someday and go blade with them again! Whao! Haha!
That's all! =D

Blade, Blade, Roller!

2007-10-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

Yoosh! Finally exams are over.
Relaxation! Haha! But, Tomorrow going to get back results.
Whoa! Terrified. Oh gosh! Damn it man! Haha!
Never mind just face the fate.
Haha! Just i was watching face to fate till now. Haha!
It's a hong kong drama. To me?
I think it is not a bad show indeed. Haha!
So, now i'm going off to watch my drama.
My god! I hope i am able to pass all my exams!
Please! Please! Please!
I PRAY!!!
That's all.

Avril; Speaks the grown up girl.

2007-09-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Today nothing special.
Just that got pissed off by my family.
Irritating bunch of idiots.
My sister like to stuck her ass to the computer.
5 o'clock? What a shit lie. 2 hours later.
Idiot and now here i am sitting infront of the computer.
Fucking idiot. Watch her fucking movie all the time.
ASS TO THE BRIM!
So lazy find song also ask me to do.
Giving such a lame excuss that don't know how to use the programme.
Lame! Lazy fills the truth better.
Suck! Teach me also so lazy.
Play! Play! Play! Is all she does.
Lazy like an idiot!
So irritating as ever. Incorrigible.
Today is kind of pissed off.
Shouldn't comment anymore I'm supper pissed.

-Ragging off; till the summerstorm!

2007-09-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Today was nothing special.
Just updated my blog.
By adding a new player.
I hope it is nice. Haha!
Anyway, I need to go study and complete my homework.
So, i got to get going.
Haha! Tomorrow going out. YEAP!
Haha! That's all.

-Christin-na; Broken faces

2007-09-03T19:32:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues.
Was as usual like yesterday.
Doing my homework and rotting infront of the computer for the day.
I smell something fishy.
Hmmm...Bridge collapsing again.
Sign of some people coming to collect the land.
I felt negative.
I knew it's not me for me to know.
But, i just felt that. The cold pavement hits the surface.
Feeling of hell, and heaven in between.
Brainwash-ed trying hard enough to put up an act.
Nothing. For those who understand this post.
It's just good to turn back the time.
Those who understand, that's good for you.
'Cause i don't really know what am i posting.
Just something wanting to post this?
Okay. Whatever. I'm crapping all the shit out.
:) That's all.

-Corn; last moonlight under the cold.

2007-09-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

Sunday morning.
Today is so boring at home.
I am practically rotting and doing my homework.
So, today nothing much to blog anyway.
Haha! Just getting sick so just blog.
Just now i think i was on the verge of death.
Talking to my sirs why cannot hold meeting on thursday.
AIYO! Being a co-ordinator is so stressful.
Agenda, proposal, everything! My god!
Haha! Anyway, just make it an experience for me.
Haha! So, just enjoy.
That's all.

-Water; Keeps me alive.

2007-08-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

Night shade over rain drop.
Message sending to someone.
Pretendence of truth.
I wonder why dramatizations must be put up.
So plastic in the world.
40 days of rain.
The last sunshine would be gone by then.
Why? Why can't it be a happy ending?
So, you've created this. Not you, not me.
But the fact states the truth of revolutions.
What goes around comes around.
Just like Justin Timeberlake.
The world is ending very soon.
I agreed. So do others who believe the significant of death is approaching.
So, i'm not being absurd.
But the evidence tells it all.
So, why don't we make each day a happy day?
People who is foolish enough to not believe,
will know one day.
I agreed to mrs kuah.
Hypocritical. Just like humans are.
I am one. I should admit.
Where should i find a pure soul?
I asked amalina this question.
Never mind. Don't be stubborn.
Just change it for a better life of just 40 days.
Nearly there. People. Please i begged.
I pray and chanted my hope to dream.
Stop all these complications and conflict.
I would like to smile to leave the world.

-The last prayer; soundtrack.

2007-08-31T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today is Teachers' Day Celbration.
Whao~ Councilors!
Yutong do split?! My god! I can't believe it.
So, today nice. Play, chat with amalina for the whole day.
Haha! Ama, and sue! Whoa~ They are fun.
Haha! Then wen t back to class to help ama with her english project.
Then went to e1 to listen to songs.
Haha! okay for today. Nothing special.
Anyway. I'm glad that we're begining to talk more often.
Yeah! Miss the days.
Hmmm..I supposed that's all.
Haha! Where's the love?
My god! so touching of 4e5!
Yeah! How can i miss that!
I think 4e5 moves my heart. Haha!

Chain-ed by the crisis.

2007-08-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again. Since I had not been blogging for so long. Haha!
Anyway, today took my biology retest as almost the whole class failed the last test.
But luckily i didn't fail the last test. Phew~ What a luck. I should say.
I hope i could get a better result this time.
Haha! Let's just pray. Yup!

I am sick and tired.
I just need a break for my life.
Everytime having and going through the same routine.
What's this? That's really something still.
Change!! Will you? Damn it!
Haha! Anyway, its all about the crimson life that i've led.
Haha! Just need a break for the intercelluar sapce between my brain cell to expand a little more.
Haha! Just a little so i can study better!

Thats all. Went to do CIP as usual.
Look at nikkolette blog for more details.
I supposed she got post it up? Haha!

Colours of string in the velvet gown.

2007-08-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

Who am I to be?
What am I to be?
I'm nothing.
Useless as ever.
I can't help to hold back my sadness.
Who wouldn't when you see upon the failing?
It's unlike usually me?
Why? What's happenening?
It's terribled i felt inside.
Haha. But, a smile is alsways put on my facial expression.
It hurts deep in.
Really really hurt.
I can't fight back my tears.
Nor i should be.
Am i really a procrastinator?
A hopeless one?
I just feel like dying.
Maybe you should say I'm emotional.
But, it's just like how i feel.
When you're not getting what you've wanted.
So, Isn't that saddening?
Yes! In my opinion.
So...What's the solution?
Pondering for a rational suggestion to creep in my brain.
Call it a day.
Close the chapter i should say.

Hidden tears from my heart.

2007-08-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

Wah~I've made the picture for this blog for so long...
Finally i get it..Phew~
Frankly Speaking this blog is nicer than before.
I'm glad...haha.
Okay, i got to go study for test.

Fly;like a bird.

2007-08-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

Okay. Lately i've been quiet busy with school work and my CCA.
Still, i am busy. But, i've decided to drop by and update my blog.
I've just changed my skin, but with some error with the picture.
I'll upload it when i'm free.
5 tests in one week. Whoa~ Gonna tired me off.
Add on, i'm the camp coordinator. My God! That's even stessful.
I hope i could handle it well. Whoa~
Okay i got to get moving with my studies.

Twin; like identical.

P.S:Thanks to my friend who send me this picture.
Sorry for not being able to talk to you through the phone.
As, i've been busy nowadyas. Sorry. Don't be angry.
Lots of care;

kaikeng

2007-07-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while that i didn't blog.
School was as usual, SUCKS.
'Cause of some irritating people who is intentionally screaming in class.
Pathetically seeking for attention.
She is a damn bitch.
WHATEVER!
Today i had my chemistry test.
NONO! Gonna flung it.
Ionic equation? Precipitate? Whatever!
Just a word i don't know anything.
Haha! But, i am damn happy with my history.
I has been quite sometime that i did not score this nice marks.
Haha! 10/12! WOW! Haha! I was shocked when i got back the paper.
Haha! Gonna work harder! Yeah!
Haha! Next History test i suppossed is Russia.
I am scoring for that! Yeah! Haha!

Sinking it deep down in my stranger minds.

2007-07-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

Why can't life be any better?
Everything is so wrong,
and i'm not surprise theworld is coming to an end.
I've waited long ago.
Perhaps since the day i knew the word called cynical.
Introduced by my friend.
I can't seems to trust anyone now.
Except my bestfriend. That's all i can confront to.
Whatever it is. There must be an end.
Everything will come to an end when the world falls.
I just hoped it would be early enough to stop my sufferings.
Suckers just seems to be one of them.
Maybe i should agree to Jiaqi when she said:
"Maybe she just shouldn't be in the picture."
I finally realised her meaning is true.
It's too late. She had suck my soul out of place.
Fucking moron bitch.
i wish there's a wand like Voldermotes'.
So i can AVAKADAVRA them to death!

Reflection Shows Just How Naive I Can Be.

2007-07-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

Here is a short film from the movie,
Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix.
I'll hope you all will enjoy it.
Haha!
=)

2007-07-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

Yipee! Today I went to watch Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix.
Not bad. Not too disappointing, not too exciting. Just average.
Haha! My god! Ginny was more powerful than i ever expected.
Haha! She was cool! The Death-eaters MY GOD!
Luna Lovegood, Ronald, Harry and their friends battled with Death-eaters.
Woo~ COOL! Haha!
I like most is where Dumbledore fought with Voldermote(Spelling)?.
Sad Thing...Sirus was killed by Bellatrix Lestrange =(
That's all. Haha! Lazy to type too much.

Bye bye!
Take care!

Lost in millions of drowning water of burining snake.

2007-07-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today NPCC training was so stress.
I had no confidence in me basically.
Ask me to scold the squad? MY GOD!
It's like praying for the rain to fall during a drought.
I hate scolding people. Make me feel so bossy.
Although sometimes my temper is abit bad,
But, i would try to control it.
Haha! I don't know what to do now.
Is just like i have no confidence.
And forever i would't have the courage to stand infront of the squad to command.
Today i got myself into a small warm bowl of soup.
With mrs oon. My god! That must thank Gabriel.(SHIFU)
He drank all my water whish i had preserve it for NPCC training.
Then I scolded FUCKER to him and mrs oon heard.
TATATATA!
I was being punished as usual treatment from al teachers.
I had to squat infront of the whole class. MY GOD! HAHA!
Iam a squater and shoots of bubblebeam which nicky said that.
-____________-
That's all for today!
Hahaha!

Till then,
Rest well.

The Last Kiss of Romance

2007-07-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling sad for no good reason.
I just felt that the world is coming to an end.
There are evil people everywhere you go.
There are good people being taken advantage every seconds in our life.
I feel sad that the world is not perfect.
Maybe the world is not meant to be perfect.
If not we will not be able to know what is pain, anger, and other emotion that we are feeling now.
That's one of my friend told me.
But, its really too much.
Biased. Was not once in my own vocabulary world.
But, i came to learn it when i was in Secondary 1.
I knew how to write it.
Whenever i remember the word, hatred fills me.
Why must there be quarrel?
Broken became vivid when i knew how it feels.
Hais. Maybe that's it.
I just have to say....
I have no power in everything i do.
Maybe that's my retributions for being bad in the past.
So, i do believe now.
What goes around comes around.

Sadness of grieve hits the cold surface of the frozen tears.

2007-06-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

2007-06-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today marks the 29/6/07.
It's a very bad day, and i hate it much to the brim.
People injured.
Posting was up.
Training was sucks.
Planning was crushed.
Friendships were hurt.
Failure to be known.
I hope that NCC guy will recover soon.
I'm totally sad.
No post for me.
Saddening.

That's all.
Till then, rest well.

Shuting my eyes, to keep the falling tears up high.

2007-06-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Leadership and Mentoring Skills Course(LMSC) had ended.
Yea. I'm gonna miss the new friends that i've made there.
They are simply fantastic. HAHA!
This is the second time i have work well as a squad.
I'm very proud of us.
Differnt schools, different races coming together and working with each other.
Yet, the result turned out good.
I just love the way it goes everything.
Sharing session today. I am shy to speak the truth what i've felt towards the course.
The truth is...
I really enjoy working with each and everyone of them.
They are friendly and kind.
We as a group is caring. I just love that.
I really gonna miss them. *sobs* =(
Maybe ATC we'll meet again.
AREA 10 ROCKS! YEAH! haha!

First day,
I'm shy to speak out myself. But...
Second day i tried to overcome my fear and interact with the others.
Third day which is today.
I am happy that i am able to communicate with all the others.
Haha! Thanks! That's all. =)

That's all.

Let's just kiss and all the wind goes off.

2007-06-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of Police Knowledge Course.
Took the test, and i hoped that i would score well in in.
After Police Knowledge Course, is Homefront Security Course.
Haha! Took test again. Hope i will do well. Haha!
Leadership and Mentoring Skill Course is up next.
OMG! I hope i could endure through. Haha!

That's all.
Take Care=D
Rest Well XD

Going Home In a Train Ride Alone.

2007-06-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today is Promotion test.
I TOTALLY Flung!
Especially the paper.
It was damn hard for god sake.
RAMS? I knew it. But, i can't write it out?
WHAT"S WRONG! OMG!
I don't think i can get through.
I want a restest! AARRGGHH!
That was like such a bullshit!
But, the rest are still okay i think.
That's all. Tiring Day!
10hours of promotion test. OMG!
So long! My legs are cramp now~

That's all.
Till Then.

Bestfriends Last For a Lifetime. =D

2007-06-09T16:25:00.000+08:00

Bored. That's the word.
Nothing to do at home.
Get myself stuck to the computer for hours.
Now before turning off, I should blog for today.
Basically, nothing much to do.
Just practicing my command and my confidence for NPCC next week.
PROMOTION TEST. Sound scary. HAHA!
Lmao. Need to learn my campcraft and all sorts of stuff.
Sergant. That's what i will go for.
Staff Sergant next!
IF i had the chance, SI will be better. Station Inspector.
Hahaha! Dream on! haha!
That's all! Bless me well!

Goodbye my friend. FAISZAH!
Had fun at Malaysia.
Go out on the 16/6/07, Saturday.
HEHE! Confirm. Unless got something crop up in the very last minute.
HEHE! Hope not!

Forever you; Forever me.

2007-06-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

End.
That's the end for the Leadership Training Course.
3 days of endurance.
3 days of learning.
3 days of tiredness.
Today fun.
It's my show. That's my show.
Teaching orienteering skills?
That was tough. Not almost everyone understand my teaching.
Hais. That's how pathetic. Never mind.
At least i've tried. Haha.
Pioneeing challenge.
That was cool! Wahahaha!
Wah~Promotion test is next.
Scared Scared SCARED~~~
AHHHHHHHHHH~~~
Never mind.JIAYOU!

SKA-ter Shoot off The Risk.

2007-06-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

Tuesdayx.
Haha! How stupid to use other people name.
Hahaha! Stupid me! Hahaha!
Today woke up early.
At around 6.30 in the morining.
Went to NPCC Leadership Training Course.
It was fun~
I've recapped myself with the past knowledge.
Hahaha. Ma'am was funny.
I like today's training although tiring.
Wahahaha! LOVE IT~
Tomorrow was scary~~
Full-U.
OMG! Hope nothing gonna happen.
But, it will happen anyway.
Hahaha! Face the reality~
Hais. God blessed me.
Wooo~
That's all.
Rest well then.

Learn From Someone's Mistakes. Don't Get The Same Fault In My Round.

2007-06-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

Today went to NPCC Shooting Competition.
Woo~ Time constrain. IDIOT!
I was so nervous at that time.
I am so disappointed.
I lost concentration and just shoot off!
When i am looking my target and not my GUN~~!
SO SAD! I think that is the one i off shot!
*SOB* A marksmanship person is not always perfect.
It does depend on luck too. Hais.
So sad. My NRA got 4 shot out!
SAD~
BUT! Lucky my Figure 2 is only one shot out!
BUT! HOW CAN THAT BE! *SOB*
But that's over already. Hais.

My marks.
Figure 2:
12 rounds.
-11 In
-1 Out
Total: 58/60

NRA:
12 rounds:
-One 10
-Six 6
-One 4
-4 out! (SAD!!!!) =(
Total: 50/120 (OMG! THIS IS LIKE SO LOUSY!)

Total Score: 108/180(Hais)

Chan Yong Tai:
Figure 2:
12 rounds
-10 In
-2 Out
Total: 56/60

NRA:
12 rounds
-Three 10
-Three 8
-Five 6
-One 2
Total: 86/120(so GOOD!)

Total Score: 142/180 (OMG! nearly there!)

Xu Lei:
Figure 2:
12 rounds
-7 In
-4 Out
Total: 47/60

NRA:
12 rounds
-One 10
-Two 6
-One 2
Total: 24/120

Total Score: 71/180

Alfred:
Figure 2:
12 rounds
-4 In
-1 Out
Total: 23/60

NRA:
12 rounds
-One 6
-Three 4
-One 2
Total: 20/120

Total Score: 43/180

Gary:
Figure 2:
12 rounds
-3 In
-2 Out
Total: 21/60

NRA:
12 rounds
-One 10
-One 6
-One 4
-One 2
Total: 22/120

Total Score: 43/180

Overall Score for 4 best shooter: 364/720 (IT'S JUST A PAST MY GOD!)

That's all.
SOB SOB!

Just a Shot. A Glory of Victory Went off It's Flame.
SAD!

2007-05-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today is my birthday.
15 years on earth.
5475 days have past.
131400 hours i had live.
7884000 minutes i had walk through.
473040000 seconds i had killed.
Celebrations were never held.
But, i am happy to live on till now.
That's glad. I'm happy.
Thank god.

Vesek day falls on the same day.
Bathing the buddha.
Went to do my project.
Home to sleep.
Now to type.
Later to post.

I was disppointed to miss the only wish.
The one and only that i hope i could never hear nor see.
But, that's was the past.
Forget it.
Smile on to live. =)

WeeWoo~
Happy birthday to me, myself and I.

Thanks to:
FAISZAH
HUIJUN
SHARON
WEIXUN
PUAY SEE
BERLISA!
SERENE
QIEN
PING
CHARMI
JIAQI
KAMIN
JUNHONG
JOYCELYN

For the wishes and birthday presents!

Claps; Cakes; Sweet; Balloons!

2007-05-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today went to old folks home.
At Bukit Timah.
Woo~
It was a nice experience.
Fanning papers of confidential documents under the hot sun.
Thanks to puay see.
Never do anything.
Just get scoldng and dare not stay there anymore.
So we went under a block.
Block 2 Sinagapore ???????.
Hehehe! Forget lerh.
Wahahaha! So bored.
Eat carrot cake which we've bought earlier.
Meant for the old man that we work with.
Bad experience. Shouldn't mention.
Theif? Stealing? Whatever!
We're innocent for god's sake!
Hahaha! Disturbing ameer would be my hobby soon!
Woo~~Hahaha!
That's all for today!

Whimsical means attractive to something unusual; acting or behaving in a different manner; something amusing or appealing. That's the meaning! Woo~~

Just like Lindsay Lohan in mean girls.
That's just for you!

At Peace With Heart.

2007-05-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

Woo~Today was boring at home.
Lazy to do my homework.
Woo~What to buy for jiaqi for her birthday?
She's buying for me?! wahaha!
Longtime never receieved from her!
Wahaha!
Such a good friend.
Buy her something nice i thought.
Wahaha!

For some reasons,
People like to say bad things about other people.
Backstabber.
If you're playing the show yourself,
Then you just go,
I don't care either. Whatever.
Only losers like you are idiotic.
I have more things to say to .... ... ...
Hidden clues. Mind the letters.
Don't push me to a limit.

Wings of Evil, Bad Omen Falls!

2007-05-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

Today went for NE Journey.
Changi museum first.
Fort Canning second.
Kranji whatever lastly.(forgetten where is that place)
Haha. Bored, bored, bored.
Just one word.
But, fun with friends. Wahaha!
The history is all messed up.
Ya. i just couldn't understand anything.
What i've learned last year is different from what i've learned this year.
Japanese came into singapore by rafts?
I thought they rebuild the causeway?
Whatever! that doesn't really matter anyway.
Tired after one whole day.
Should go catch a nap.
Wahaha!

That's all.

The Prayers Left Blinded.

2007-05-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today was nothing much actually.
But, went home with a long time friend,
Michelle.
We talk like usually.
Back in secondary 2.
Long time never had this type of feeling.
As usually, rotting at school.
But, one funny thing was,
MRS OON played checkers with my friend ammer.
He was indeed good at it.
He is such a bully.
He did not even give mrs oon a chance of winning.
Hahaha. Mrs oon is funny.
That's all.

Plastic; Stocker; Thick-skinned; Shamless; Wanna Be; Copycat.
Best few words to described you.
You are trying to hard my dear.
To hard till i can read your moves.
I'm not dumb. Pathetic.

Swim in the Stars.

2007-05-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

Today got back my overall results.
It was like shit.
Not fantastically done that was obvious for the word "shit".
I am totally uoset upon knowing,
my L1R5 or L1R4 was in a total of horrid.
When i looked through my marks,
i knew it myself that my mum or sis is gonna start their well trained song.
The nag.
I could basically hear the lyrics overflowing my thoughts.
Fantsic i would say one.
But, what is done is done.
I'm just gonna work harder.

Went to mac with hui jun, puay see and of course sharon.
Hahaha. My chinese sucks!
Loss to a sec2 standard that is how obvious.
Bleahx.
Gonna JIAYOU!

Upon The Rising Light

2007-05-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today, one out of two ihave made my choice.
I went to NPCC.
My friend yong tai assigned me as the head of lofgistic.
Just temporary.
I didn't know head of logistic need to give any command,
so, i took charge.
But, when the sir ask the head of logistic to fall out,
and give the command to the Sec 1, 2 and 3 squad to put there bags
in 1e4 classroom i was in a total shock.
I went out to give the command and i laugh
making a fool of myslef.
That was how ridiculous i am.
I was so embarrased after that.
Wah! First time taking over.
Heartbeat was racing like hell.
Hahaha! But, nice experience.

POP for the sec 4 and 5.
My mother berlisa going off.
So, i will take over her place.
That was i hope so. Hahaha!

Went home.
Struggle my mind a little,
to consider whether to go to Mac and eat with my friends.
No was my decision.

My history totally sucks!
Hate HISTORY!
Pissed off!
FUCK HISTORY!

Fly Without The Broken Wings.

2007-05-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective
You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.
And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special
Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's" Your Kissing Style?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

http://www.blogthings.com/howsarcasticareyouquiz/">How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.
You are a realist when it comes to luck.You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...But you do your best to try to make your own luck.
You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.You realize that working the system does get you further.You know who to defer to and who to control.When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

http://www.blogthings.com/thethreedimensionluckandpowertest/">The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

You Are 56% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it.You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

http://www.blogthings.com/howbrutallyhonestareyouquiz/">How Brutally Honest Are You?

You Have Low Self Esteem 52% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourselfesteemquiz/">How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Sensitivity Score: 54%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.
You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.
But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouextremelysensitivequiz/">Are You Extremely Sensitive?

2007-05-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

Life is like a ferries wheeel.

What goes around comes around.

You are one of them in the carriage.

Spinning around in it.

Every carriage is filled up with something.

It canb be friends, love, bad things or even good things.

When you meet or coincide with the other carriage you gain something.

But, when it turns away,

You in turn losses something.

That happens to me.

Whenever i've gained something i will intend to loss something.

Why can't life be just you gain and not loss?

But, it is to learn not to be greedy.

I think so?

That's just life can be.

A selfish one.

Nope, i shouldn't have said it.

Today get back my biology, mother tongue, emaths and social studies.

Two was badly done.

Below standard.

Two is luckily strike a better results.

Nothing much to be applaused of.

Haha. But i am happy with what i've get.

That's it. That's all. That's fate.

Accepted.

The life of ferries wheel.

2007-05-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today went out for a 3 years 1 time tour.
Joycelyn was the tour guide. Haha.
Serene first time go out with us.
That was a 3 years 1 time thing.

Went to bugis.
Saw quite a number of people from damai.
We saw mrs ang.
She was a damn joker and cute can.
Hahaha.
Cause serene need to go home by 3.30 p.m,
So, we escort her home and bump into mrs ang.
I called serene 仙女 cause...
1st: She can only 3 years i time go out.("..")
2nd:She must go home a certain time.
3rd: cause only fairies are being treated like this.
4th:Against 天条.

Haha. Super lame of me.
So i ask mrs ang.
Her child inside her round round tummy is girl or boy.
She said...is 仙女. Hahaha!

Then i ask her how's the chemistry.
So she said all past. Hahaha.
Phew..that was a lucky one.
Then she say the physics also carries some portion.
So she say if physics it will pull down.
She said the physics is easy.
Then i say but i made of careless mistakes.
So she laugh..."HAHAHHAHA!"
then replied" But, actually you don't know right?"
"HAHAHAHAHA"!!!

I down there go diao! Hahaha.
Went to take neo-prints.
That was 3 years 1 time thing for us to take with serene.
Hahaha. Today was fun!! Hahaha.

Went to Vivo also.
Went for window shopping.HAHA!
Went into marks & spenser?(don't know how to spell)
For fun and also go to Choco trees to buy Chocalates.
Haha!

That's all. The neo-prints i will post it if it is scan into the com.
And provided by mny friend had send me.
Haha!

BYE!

Roses are the sweetest things by love!

2007-05-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

Was playing around with photobucket.
Chatting with qien!
Finding pictures.
Editing pictures.
Looking to hear for new songs.

S.H.E songs nice.
Wanna get it.
Haha.
Love it!

Thanks qien!
you should know.

When Silence Falls.

2007-05-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

Metermophasis.(Wonder got spell wrong not.)
The soul was left unpeace.
Facing the reality alone.
That day would come.
I await for it to arrive.
But, hoping it would go.
Knew that it wouldn't.

Whatever it is.
Thanks QIEN!
Thanks HUIJUN!
Thanks VANESSA!
Thanks PUAY SEE!
Thanks JOYCELYN!
Thanks ASRYNA!
Thanks JIA QI!
Thanks FAISZAH!
Thanks lot my friends.
Gonna be that verge of tears.
Gonna be the rolliing down.
Bye! That's the end.

Life Goes About Like Lives.

2007-05-10T11:19:00.000+08:00

Biology.
It was that easy that i need to struggle through.
It was that difficult that i can close my eyes and write.
It was over.
What is done, was done.
Beared through fate and live in reality.
God blessed me.

I have loads to end you up.
Don't let me do it.
Trust me.
Don't act as if you knew it.
Don't think highly of yourself.
Falling from great heights hurts.

Awaiting for the prey to come in this trap.

Science Bleeds Through Heart.

2007-05-10T11:10:00.000+08:00

What goes around comes around.
Way back around.
This is call karma.
I trust it,
I worship it.

This is what you get for everything.
Everything you've done.
If it's you who had cause this to me,
Then a double price would be paid off.

That serve you right.
You get away this time,
In the future you will get it.

Don't try to take things that are just not yours.
Don't try to act as if you know them well.
Don't be such a stocker.
That's the message for you.

It's a sin.
A sin that I believed that karma would cast on you.
Just await for it to come.
Believe it or not,
That's up to you.

What goes around comes around.

Royalty Shed Blood.

2007-05-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Physics.
Why don't find the distance
for me to calculate the time needed
for me to get you out of my life?

Emaths.
Why don't you let equations be as easy as:
Let S=Study?
Let H=Hope?
Let F=Fail?
It would be as easy for me to kill two birds at one stone.

But, I just love them.
It was a lie.
It was never in my life.

Raven Wisper The Death Upon Us.